pointlessgoddess

For Destiny, he reads the lives with doors, he knows everything, he sees everything, and he does nothing. He has no doors like us, he can never deal with us. He is chained to the book of life, I wander why he was chained at the first place, what did he do wrong. He is blind, though he sees every detail of our lives, to our happiest moments and to the downest. But he is blind, why is he blind in the first place? did he blind himself? Did he chain himself to the book?

"You have no heart!" I said. " I beg you, spare him, do not take him from me, please, I will do anything". Destiny kept looking straight at me, no emotion just a look so heartless. " Go to Dream, for what you are asking is a dream" he said. " How dare you even put sarcasm in my request! Do you think this is a joke, you do not know how it is to feel!, I can't allow you to take him away from me, you have taken too much from me Destiny, you know that! I never complained because I believed in you!"

"And now you are taking away the very air that kept me living" I couldn't comprehend, I knew I would go crazy.

" You saw this coming, you blinded yourself because of your hatred to yourself, you failed to live"

" I ask you, let him live, I ask you let him taste life, I ask you, let his life be meaningful here, for there is nothing but you after death."

"And tell dear Death not to touch him, for it is not his time, and you know that too! I beg of you death, erase that door, erase it for me, I have paid my debts, I will give you my eyes so you could see what I saw with him, I will give you my heart so you could feel, I will bite the chain off that book you cursed yourself upon so you may understand how we badly want to hold our lives. Let go off those stories you read, it is not me who's request is of Dreams, but rather you who needs Dream, for you dream to dream those lives you read. But since you are who you are, you chain your self, to that book taking hold of our lives, you blind yourself, to not see our blood bleed pleading for you to spare us, and thus all you keep saying is " it is Destiny"

"We know who you are Destiny, you are the expected, you now our lives from begin to end r=even if we are not yet born, you are just a spectator watching our lives to go the way you read it....."

Destiny then spoke, " i knew you would come, I knew you would do this, but I never read nor saw what I would decide. I have no page and not even a line in this book, explain to me why and I will grant you your request"

For A minute i was silent then I spoke.... " I can tell"......

pointlessgoddess

He never looked so straight in my eye, even though he is blind he can see everything in me, past, present, and future. I felt nude, and transparent, but he was still looking at me.

What is your choice? He asked. No matter what I say he knows my answer and he knows where it will lead. He always tells me that life is a series of doors and rooms. YOu choose and you enter a door, you choose again which doors and you're in a room again, and whoever you are stuck with you deal with it. Thatroom you entered maybe a happy moment in your life, it may be the most devastating moment in your life, does'nt matter. These doors of choices may be 5, 10, 100 doors, but it will only lead to one door in the end. death. Death is just there, pretty as ever, mysterious forever.

I have for all siblings, only felt this much anger to Destiny. He has no doors unlike the siblings.

to be continued